When the mind begins to see the lies it loves
with eyes that could have looked elsewhere,
old pain repullulates. Errors of architecture,
errors of eros, the train ride out is not
the train ride in. Is this the kind of life
you left us for? No one has a face in the dark.
Buchsbaum’s poems have a kinetic energy, but also a shade of darkness that entangles the readers. Following is one of her harrowing pieces with stark imagery and a beautiful commingling sense of dread and positive urgency.

Clouds Swell Out
The finale of fall hangs in yellow clusters.
You can't muster
the drive required for potent acts—to hide
like the cat who eyed
each skittering leaf and churring sparrow from
a dark sanctum,
frozen, invisible, dumb—such is your will.
The world is ill
with demands it can't meet; hence, the crickets'
deaths, the rosettes
of rot, the dusky clusters, and flourishing worms.
All this confirms
your wish to divorce yourself from the vista
and phenomena
of autumn which looms from raw branches a dark
afternoon. The stark
landscape deepening its shadowed dales cannot
stray a lot
from the invincible doctrine, though owls moan
misgivings. Alone,
you watch a jet's contrail zip open the sky
and the high
clouds swell out like huge, snowy hearts disgorged.
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